Everybody has a secret. But they can keep it. Oh no they can't.

Don't live your years of college thinking its a time for experimentation--it's not, these years count in real life. Why we think it's okay to drink alcohol underage, smoke pot, do drugs, have sex, lead people on, blow people off, etc. just because "we're in college and having fun," I will never know. People pay for the mistakes they made in college just like they do for mistakes in any other period of life. Thank God I'm done. I wouldn't do it again.

oh the smilers they never lose oh and frowners they never win

FOCUS.

Footprints

How is it that I did not know the single set of footprints was Yours?
Am I unable to move myself without Your pace?
Do I need something more?
Is there something I lack?
Am I inadequate? Insufficient? Offtrack?

Tonight I cannot sweat this fever and my mind can't finish the race.
Gmail is turning pink with sunrise and I can't dream a dream that's worth the keep.

Eyes closed, lights off, phone silenced and yet no sleep...